Thank's for your responses guys, it is good to know we are not alone in our struggles.  It still feels good to be in touch with Soldiers (I have found myself missing), in having served over twenty years. PS: You guys are good counselors, and have encouraged me to continue to reach out to others in transparency. God bless you, ...

Nieves,  I too spent time at Ft Hood. I was in Delta 312th MI BN (LRSD) The unit no longer exists Things change. Thansk for contacting me Ryan

Roland, Thanks for the encouragement.  I plan on keeping things in perspective.  Take care, Ryan         

Mark, Thanks

I agree Ryan

Aloha, I have two titanium hips that I am very greatful to the Army for providing. I have already started ACAP and should be saying good bye to my first real profession soon. I am excited to have found this portal.  I hope all is well. Ryan